Numb

I feel so off today. Sad, distracted, aching. I feel like my life is falling apart. Maybe it’s too much for some but not to me. At some point, I wanted to go somewhere now where nobody can find me. So that I can bring back how it feels like to be me again. I feel so lost, cold and it’s like I was hit in the body by a thousand saps and now i'm numb. Can’t explain why. I just don’t want to feel what I’m feeling right now. I hate this. I know God will help me get through this feeling. Shoo negative vibes! :/